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Don't regret when i'm gone,

Friday, February 29, 2008
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Today is the day that come only once every 4 years. Those whose birthdays, wedding anniversaries are on this day are very lucky and unlucky. All of you should know why.

I still don't understand. The SBS change the new bus and I think that it is smaller than the older bus. The older bus has seats from the front to the back of the bus. But now, the seats occupy only the back part of the bus. The front part got space to stand. Although I agree that the bus is very nice, it's not very practical cause after a hard day's work, everyone surely wants a seat to rest during their journey back home. So, I still prefer the old bus.

Finally I got to eat my tomyam fried fish soup today. Went to Bugis with The-Beylos today. Before that, we went to Banquet to eat. Wah, damn syiok sey, very spicy and nice. I'm so in love with tomyam soup. While eating, I notice that I've been eating spicy stuff for the whole of this week. I eat mi soto in school must put that sambal kicap. At home, I eat the sambal something my nenek make. Very spicy, very nice. I'm so addicted to spicy stuff. But must control, or I'll have to bear the consequences.

This is crazy. I'll be spending $65 on just t-shirts whish I will be wearing not very frequently in school. It's some school based shirt. $19 goes to my section t-shirt. $22 goes to my class t-shirt. $10 goes to the band t-shirt. $15 goes to the batch t-shirt. In total $65. I have to pay for all this within this month. I'm going to be so broke. And there goes my savings to by my next set of contact lenses. I have to save $70 ++ in just around 2 months for my contact lenses. All thanks to the t-shirts that I agreed on at different times but have to pay all at the same time. I'm so DEAD!!! I NEED MONEY!!! Anyone want to sponsor me for any of the t-shirts?

During geog just now, Mdm Rozy showed us the pictures of countries with low HDI. It's very poor thing to see a country at two extreme ends. The richest and the poorest in the same country. How can this happen? The two ends are really extremes, if the pictures we two shown together, no one would believe that they're from the same country. It's really saddening to see this happen. Mdm also say something about "Poverty in Prosperity" this means that within the prosperity of a country, there are still people who live in poverty. This has really made me appreciate my homeland, Singapore. Where all the things are just right.

Have a listen to this song. BTW, I'm not into dangdut. But this song's relly nice.

.: Flirting? :.

Thursday, February 28, 2008
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We're are varifying the O level payment thingy tomorrow. So, no PE. Yay! Well that's the yay part. For the not Yay, part, I'm suppose to pay for the combine humanities paper which I will not ace in it for sure. So yeah, I'll be wasting money there unless they allow me not to take the subject. I don't want to risk getting a F9 in my O level cert. And this will effect my reputation. The F9 in my O level cert.

Played sahibah today during recess. Played with Shahrir, Adib and Shafiq. It's ver fun la. Every word we do it very repetitive. I'm so rusty at it already. So long never play already. This session reminded me of the competition that I took part last year at Millenia Institute. Damn cool la. The people there are very competitive. They're words are like higher higher malay words. Very chim sey. In contrast to the game I played with the boys, they create easy words. Some of the common words are, "yen", "ia", "teh". Pretty simple indeed.

.: You got me addicted to it :.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008
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I've been looking at people playing with that rubiks' cube. It's so fun looking at then trying to solve that thing. How I wish I had one. Just remembered something my birthday coming *Hint**Hint*. Rubiks' cube is some what a thinking game. You have to turn turn that thing to solve it. Use your brain to do it. Boost your creativity and maths plus science to do it. I was researching about rubiks cube on the internet and I found out that they use this mathematical law, the algorithms to solve it. Whoever can solve the 3X3 rubiks cube in less than 1 minute is a total genius to me. Rubiks cube is better than PSP. Just a random statement.

Got back a maths revision test paper today. So sad say, I could have gotten better marks. All thanks to my careless mistakes. I know how to do most of it lor. But because of some plus and minus signs, I got the whole equation wrong. So sad. I'm always not good in revision test, but level was good. The basic differentiation test. I wasn't sure how to do the last question and guess what? I got full marks for that question :]

Sastera open book test, Is it a test? I also don't know. Well, cikgu allow us to open our book and buku panduan. So I don't think it's a test, but Cikgu will give marks I think, so it's a test. I don't know la. But I know that my asnwer was very brief and I know I won't score well in that one. I got no buku panduan with me. Haiz. Very smart, not to bring buku panduan for sastera lesson.

.: This is simply complicated :.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008
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The day started bad during CHOICES. Again. Yupp, every tuesday, I will have this problem. And this will continue for the next 5 weeks. I seriously don't get the steps. I've been doing this routine for the last 2 weeks, and I still can't get it right. And I'm still the slowest in class. I just don't get it, why others can do it and I can't. What's wrong with my hand, leg coordination. It's really below average. I not cut for dance. So, this wills eirously be my last try for dance. I had to be "sick" just now so that I could skip the class. I'm just paying the instructr $52 and not learn anything. It's not that I'm not putting in the effort, but, it just that I'm getitng sick of putting in all teh effort and not see result. This what makes me lose hope to do this. Just like doing Social Studies essay and English. I put in the effort and still fail.

This is the reason why I don't like to shout peoples mistakes in the field. But if I never shout, they will say the field is too quiet. This really make me confuse cause I don't know what to do. I have make up my mind not to shout at anyone already in the field. I'm not perfect, so why do I have to shout at people? This will make me even more malu if I shout at people and other people shout at me for being wrong. So yeah, I will let others scold my section mate for me. For now until competition, I will do my best to make myself perfect. I don't want to be labelled, the slowest SL or the SL who is the lousiest in the section. Btw, I'm not targetting at anyone. Just angry at myself for being complacent.

Sorry trombones, especially Kenneth and Hong Wan and the whole of even side. You tried to correct me, but I'm so full of pride that I don't heed all your advice. I should have just listen to all of you, or I would not be in this state. I was foolish at that time and thought that I was always correct. Sorry! :/

.: Regretting what I've done :.

Monday, February 25, 2008
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Welcoming Harith and Yong Xin to trombone section

They're so easy to work with and they're all fast learners, threw them into the block and gave them formation cards and the next thing you knew, they're at their correct places in the formation. So cool. How I wish I'm like them. Learn fast. I'm seriously slow in doing these things. I take twice the speed of everyone else to memorise the steps, plus music thrice the times everyone takes to do. I'm really that slow. I would like to take this opportunity to congratulate Yong Xin and Harith for being such a fast learner :)

I almost all the band members that I saw ths morning durin assembly was either stoning or yawning. Why? We had band yesterday until 6.30pm. Yes, u are all not reading this wrong, we had band practice on a Sunday. Well, this is actually my first Sunday practice besides band camp thorughout my 4 years in TK Band. Well, although it was a SUNday, it rained quiet abit yesterday, so much for being a SUNday. Ok, I'm just being lame.

Thank You Mdm Rozy for being so considerate. I really appreciate your kindness and understanding. I promise you, I'll try my best to do well in the next Geog Elect test. I really have to study throughly the content of this topic and not just glance through as this is a new topic and I haven't got the hang of it yet, so, will be busy preparing for the test.

.: I want to love you, but I can't :.

Thursday, February 21, 2008
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Congratulations to Singapore for being the city for 2010 Youth Olympics!

Yesterday Sastera was fun. We did Drama. Every drama session for sastera will sure be fun. We've got a very sporting class, teacher and also "talented" students. We "acted" this drama called Serunai Malam. It is a romantic sort of drama. Shahrir and Mardhiah played the roles of Umar and Safiah respectively. They're are so funny. They're are the lovers in the drama. They way they read the dialoges are so funny. I couldn't stop laughing throughout the reading session. I love drama sessions during Sastera and it's also easy to analyse, it's easier than Prosa Tradisional. Want more of drama sessions during Sastera.

A Maths, was killer! I could do a few sums but spme, I completely forgot how to do it. Especially the trigonometry questions. I actually didn't know how to apply the identities, when they're given a the back of the question paper. How dumb can I be? The rest are erm... Just have to wait for the papers to be returned. Highly likely, I'll have to attend remedial. Back to last year's routine.

Welcome back Sec 2s and welcoming 2 newly added sec 1s into the main block for my section, and 5 more for the whole band(I think). Really can't wait to work with the Sec 1s. I'll be working with them starting from Saturday. Both are on my side, so yeah I'll be wuite busy guiding me for the next weeks or so. I'm so excited for Saturday and Sunday.

.: The truth is always ugly :.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008
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I have a lot of test tomorrow and I'm still here blogging, just after reaching home from band. Well, let's see I'll be having a maths test, english test and chemistry quiz tomorrow. Look at the number of tests I'll be taking in one day. I'll just die of exhaustion, one of these days :]

It has been proven that I'm not fated to dance. This is not the first time, I have tried so many times and now I'm really really convinced that I'm not fated to dance. It's such a torture to dance. Some people think that it's relaxing and something you can enjoy. But to me, I think it's a burden and not relaxing at all. A tried malay dance before and I really cannot dance, why? people say "Faizah, kau, kaki macam tangan. tangan macam kaki." To translate, I also don't how to explain. Then I tried the "umbrella" dance last year during Farewell, and it turned well la, even though I was the slowest among the rest, and the stiffest among the rest. Now, is the "Choices" thing, and I'm so lagging behind everyone. This is really frustrating, and I really regret joining dance. If you're reading this Mrs Ong, *Hint* *Hint*, I want to change and DESPERATELY want to change to KICKBOXING OR JUST STICK TO ABSEILING. I don't wish to withdraw $52 from my edusave and end up not learning any new skills and just giving up and break down one of this days. Everyone has their own tolerance level and mine is almost the maximum. And it's only the second lesson. I REALLY REGRET JOINING DANCE. I KNOW THAT I SHOULD NOT FOLLOW MY FRIENDS AND TO WHAT IS OF MY INTEREST. I'M REALLY FOOLISH AT THAT TIME. I'M REALLY REGRETTING JOINING DANCE!!!

.: Is this the start of something new? :.

Saturday, February 16, 2008
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Band half day today! No sec2s and 3s so went home early. Had this camp planning. I'm in FNB. Yay! I love food. Haha. So random. Never mind. I think that FNB consist of the people which I can work well. So, really looking forward to working with them and hope that badn camp will be a success. Food here we come :]

I'm now into lagu melayu jiwang. Scary Huh? Well, not scary as in spooky, it's like highly unlikely I'll be attracted to all this jiwang songs. But now see, I'm like already listening to alot of them. And the worse thing is, my MP3 is filled with jiwang songs also. Anyway, I think it's a good think cause they say that by listening to malay songs, your malay will improve. So, I'll try listening and maybe, this will give me inspiration for my next karangan. I found this song, very cute. "Cinta Belacan." So cute the song. Haha.

.: I'm suddenly missing you :.

Friday, February 15, 2008
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PE was killer just now. We had to run 2.4KM. When I heard about it, I was "OH NO!!!! Walk la, walk la. Not real test also. If real test also, who cares? " The start of the run as slow. I jogged as usual. After completing the first rounds, my timing was 3 minutes. Mr Yusri then said "Maintain the same speed, you'll pass." I jogged for the next 5 rounds. Stopped to walk for a bit, then continued to jogged. I didn't even sprint or run. Just jogged. And guess what? I got a timing of 15 minutes plus. The fastest I did since I don't know when, maybe sec 1. Greatest accomplishment for the day. I also didn't know why I could jogged without feeling tired. It's really very amazing. And for once, I wasn't the last few girls for my class to reach. Must be the outdoor which train my stamina, and make me able to run. I doubt I can do this for the real run. Just have to do my best. But bad news, the Napfa test will highly likely to be after my birthday, so, have to count the 16 years old score :/

I'm so addicted to McFly now. They're so adorable and cute. Plus, their song covers are way better than the original singers. I'm listening to all their singles and covers. And Tom has a nice voice!!! Plus, he so cute!!! I'm so addicted to them.

.: Should try to stop stereotyping them :.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008
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I still don't get it, why I can do my homework without problem at home but when teacher ask to do on the whiteboard, I blank out. Haiz, now the teacher thinks that I copy my homework and I'm not capable of doing the sums. This is especially for A Maths. I will somehow don't know how to do the sum on the whiteboard.

I'm still wondering. And wondering, will it ever happen to me. Or will it be something I have to wait longer than others. Or maybe, I won't even get a chance. I'm still wondering and waiting patiently. Hopefully, maybe, someday...

.: When will the day ever come :.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008
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First day if dance for "Choices". Not bad but neither was it good. I didn't expect it to be like a ballet sort of thing. I also didn't believe that I actually danced. At first I caught no ball, but as the lesson went on, I manage to catch the steps. It's not easy and neither is it too difficult. It's just right. The people from MINDS joined us. I really salute them for catching the steps well, together with us. They're nice company and it was a great experience having them joining us for the session. Thet are all fast learners.

The SS lecture just now reminded me of the September 11 tragedy which happened around 6 years ago. The SS teachers showed the video of how the terrorists hit the tower and then the second one. And how the tower crumbled within a few minutes when it takes 7 years to built. When this tragedy happen, I was only in primary 3, so I didn't feel anything about it. But now, when I saw the video and reflect, I think that it's really very sad. I still don't understand, why some people can cheer when the teacher show the video. What's there to cheer about? Imagine if you're the victim and your loved ones were also one of the victims? Would you still want to cheer? While watching this video, Geraldine asked a very interesting question to me. What would you do if this happen to you? Jump down or die in the fire? I'm still thinking of the answer. And I wonder what I would do if I'm in this situation.

.: I lay smiling as my tear flows. I'm happy for you :.

Monday, February 11, 2008
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Physics and Chemistry practical today. I can die. Ammonia smell everywhere. Haiz. I think that it's very fun minus the ammonia part. The fire thingy wasn't that bad. I'm not scared of the flame already. But one problem, I don't know how to find the carbon dioxide using limewater. I almost warm the limewater and not the solution. LOL! Bummer there. I think that I really need alot of practice for the practical. If not I'm a gone case. Physics practical I got more skill. I manage to balance the ruler fast, and it was fun. But, the atmosphere was stuffy. Had to off the fan doing practical involving balancing what. LOL!

Bad news, I cannot drop Combine Humanities. Too bad. By hook or by crook, I have to do well for my combine humanities. And I really suck at it big time. I can memorise the facts, no problem doing it, but I have a really huge problem understanding the question. As a result, I cannot answer the question, and this results me in failing the test. So yeah, I have problem understanding the questions.HELP!!!

I'm having this frequent flashback about us. It's playing over and over in my head like a movie without sound. This flashbacks are rather frequent and will always happen before I go to sleep. I want to get you out of my head but I can't. And this is really pissing me out.

.: Trying to get you out of my head:.

Thursday, February 07, 2008
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Happy Chinese New Year To All

27 dresses is a very nice show. The show ia very sweet, romantic an hilarious. While watching this movie, I was reminded of someone who experience the same thing. I feel quite sad for both that person and the actress in the movie. I want to watch the show again. No surprise, I cried during the movie. It was so sad la. But I didn't make alot of noise during the movie. The 27 dresses in the show is very creative and very cool. If I were given the opportunity to wear the dresses, I would totally wear it.

I think that this year, it is not enough only to pass tests and quizzes, but it is very important to get a distinction. So yeah, I have to work hard to get a distinction for all my quizes and tests. On Tuesday, the english department, told us about the importance of English. Well, at first, I was like, same old thing. But then after they say about history repeating itself from the 2004 thingy, I feel very scared for the English paper. I know that my english is very lousy, so, I think that I won't get an A for English. The component that will really pull me down is Comprehension. Why? I really don't understand what the question is talking about. The other subject that is very hard to score A is Combine Humanities. The memorising part is easy, but writing back what you have memorise will be a totally different story. So how to get A?

.:The more I think of you the harder to get you out of my mind:.

Monday, February 04, 2008
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Bad day for me today. Everything went wrong from the starting of the day. Physics, we got back test paper, the Physics Test 2, I got 25/35. Bad marks, I got an A2. Haiz. Drop around 10 marks from the previous test. I still don't know why some people can sustain the good marks, and even improve lor. Haiz. Some people are smart by nature. Then come E maths, got this quiz, managable, except for the last question, I don't know what the question is talking about. And I lost 2 marks because of it. The worst was Chemistry, we had this quiz on Cat ions and An ions, I actually studied for it lor. And to my horror, I couldn't answer a single question. Except for those whch ask for Ammonia. Haiz. That was a killer paper, until Mrs Chee had to stand beside me and guide me through slowly. How dumb can I be!!! English situational writing was killer!!! I'm still wondering if I will ever pass English!!!

I know I shouldn't be having this kind of feelings, and this is really distracting me, especially this year. The most crucial year. I'm so easily distracted. I really need to try and focus and do my best to study and do my best for every tests. These distractions are really killing me!!! HELP!!!

.: You're my lucky charm :.

Friday, February 01, 2008
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Highlight for today was the Annual TK Road Run, but too bad, due to bad weather, the whole event was cancelled. Well, actually it was very unfortunate , but I think for me, I was secrectly pleased, cause, I don't have to run. Opps. But I still feel quite sad, cause this is my last road run, and I had to miss it. Unless they postpone the run to another day. Although the run was postponed, I still had fun. Why? Cause could hang out with the QP people and some others. Haha. They were so fun can. Took alot of photos. I will try to upload after I finish editting.

The rain was really bad just now. We had to wait under the Pavillion for the rain to stop. While waiting, to past time, we did some geography thingy. It all started with the waterbreaker infront of us. Then after that me and Shahirah started talking about rivers. Damn cool. After that, 'Aisyah started mixing orange Skittles into the mineral water. It turned into some orange colour. Very interesting. Mr Tan was kind of impressed, but Mrs Chee couldn't be bothered. Sec 4s are very creative, we know how to entertain ourselves just to pass time.

Did long jump today. As usual, I'm not good at it, since primary school la. The guys went first, we had a good laugh. They were very good. I can say that the guys in my class are very enthu during PE, and they're very good at it. After that, the girls went, as usual, alot of laughing and alot of "I don't want la, very scared i fall." LOL! I was guilty of that big time.

Adib, thanks for making us waste alot of money on bus trips. You're really a bad tour guide. Lol. Jk Jk.

.:An ionic bond is finally formed:.

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