At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.
Don't regret when i'm gone,
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:13:00 PM


LOL!
Math is the worst thing ever!
I bet everyone else in the Arts Faculty agrees with me!
Stupid joke up there.
Math jokes are the worst thing ever!
It's like degrading the math subject.
And that's why I love them!

MSA 2 results are out!
Hah! All those depressed people out there!
They seemed to be sad over their MSA result.
And I'm happy for it okay! :D
Who ask all of you do sooo well beginning of the year?
See I start slow and now I'm happy!
Whatever la, people may think I'm crazy.
43 ranks point still very happy!
I worked hard for it dammit!
Hello! I love myself!
And I still hate Math!
And and I still can't get over the fact that I get ZERO ranks points for GP!
I never fail GP before!!

Alot people been commenting on my expression in school.
" Faizah are you angry?"
" Faizah you look very depressed!"
" Faizah did you just cried?"
" Eh, don't emo la."
" Wah! I thought you wanted to scold me!"
Hello people! I'm okay!
Just that I like to give a serious face.
Then people will think I'm serious!
No more clowning around!
I must be more serious now.
So must start with a serious face ._.

Listening to music and emoing during a bus ride is good!


Monday, August 24, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:27:00 PM

How I wish I could turn back time.
The times spent when I was 3 yr old.
I lead a carefree life and had nothing to worry about.
Or maybe, I didn't care as much.

But look what's happening now.
Everything that had happen to me is all wrong.
Nothing seems to be right.
Everything that I thought was right is all wrong!
I think it's just me and that I care too much.

Endless problems every week.
I wonder how long this misery will continue.
When will it end?
Or is it because I care too much?

Exam results!
Endless Exams!
Project Work!
Endless Homework!
Meeting up Expectations!
All these are killing me.. slowly.
Everyday without fail, I'll surely have something to do.
Is there a day that I'll be free from work?
Or is it because I care too much about work?

I seriously need rest!
Will I ever get to rest?
Is dying the only solution?
Will I only rest after i die?
And that will be when I'm Resting In Peace.
I think it's all because I care too much.

I care about how people think of me.
I care about the impression I give to my teachers.
I care about my my never ever passing grades.
I care about not being the best.
I care about doing the best in everything that I do.
I care about being perfect the first time I do stuff.
I care when other people do better than me!
I care to be #1 all the time!

But what's happening?
I care soo much
but nothing can help me accomplish the things that I care about.

I just want to get out of College!
I just want to escape from the country!
I just want to seclude myself from the rest of the world!
I don't deserve a place here!
I can't face the world!
I'm too ashamed to face the Oh so clever world!
I'm just the dumbest creature alive on Planet earth!

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Thursday, August 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 6:51:00 PM

The logo that we're proud of.. I think

Have been busy with PW and stuff nowadays.
Been working on the logo.
But it's kind of failed.
Chen said it was too abstract and stuff =.=
Who ask him to be a math geek?
And don't blame us for being too artistic.
But what he said had truth in it.
We'll work on the logo more.
So more work to be done
Don't know if we can still carry out pilot study :/

GP is getting more hectic since LOBS take over.
Presentation, FunBook, Endless Essays!
VULL SHIT!
But I hope this can help me pull my GP grades.

College day tomorrow!
Super excited!
Hair-styling!
Petite Magnets!
Bobby Pins!

Oh and today's an eventful day.
Don't want to elaborate.
Must protect people's identity.
But all those affected, GET WELL SOON!
Had skating lessons for PE!
I can't skate for nuts!

Missing TK Band! And those Sec 1 days.



Monday, August 17, 2009
Last blogged @ 6:55:00 PM

All thanks to Heri's laptop!
We were cam-whoring like crazy!
More pics on FB! :D

Today was a horrible Monday!
Everything was wrong since the start of the day.
Like seriously.
First was GP MSA.
That was crazy except for AQ and Summary.
All thanks to GP, my Econs got affected.
Came in for Econs MSA late and thus not enough time to finish!
OMG! I studied for it and didn't mange to finish!
Damn IRRITATING TO THE MAX!
PW was super irritating.
With Chen telling some bullshit stuff to my group.
Well there's some truth to what he say,
but I'll still believe my knight in shining armour more :D

LOL! SOMEONE will say that I'm a geek by blogging about the things above.
But heck la.. My life revolves around school!
What can I do?
KMN!

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Sunday, August 16, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:30:00 PM

Went to study just now.
Esplanade Library FTW!
Kind of productive. (I guess)
Correct company for studying. (I guess)
Had fun while studying!
LOL! The lame but funny MP4 "Game"!
ROFL! Can't stop laughing
I love Econs man!
Market Failure!
Goverment Intervention!
Government Failure!

Nigel was counting down to end of O level!
Haha.. 84 more days!
Super hilarious..
And I'm left with 40 more days before end of Finals...
I soo love myself man!
"It's okay cheebong girl... We go find job after O level can get $$$"

College Day on Friday!
Nooooooo!
Haven't practice enough yet!
:/


Saturday, August 15, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:36:00 PM

Math MSA 2 was not bad.
Except for the Functions part.
I seriously gave up that topic.
But obviously won't for promos.
Bloody Hell.
Functions was like 10 out of the 25 marks.
NVM.. There's still the 15 marks for me to rely on.
No more "U"s...
I've had enough of it..
I still hate MATH!

Econs MSA on Monday.
Case-Study.
Don't know why, but I love market failure.
Just worried that they'll add in Demand and Supply in it.
Then I'll really die :/
Other than that, I think can do it la.
I've been preparing myself by doing all the tutorials and participating in class.
Hope that all my hardwork pays off :X

Chem on Wednesday!
Chemical Energetics.
Enthalphy Change in Combustion
Enthalphy Change in Formation
Enthalphy Change in Neutralisation
Woohoo!

More focused now!
I hope that I can stay this way all the way till next year!


Thursday, August 13, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:39:00 PM

I'm writing this big and clear!

I MISS MDM HALILAH!
To those TK people who don't like her, treasure her while you can.
As when you've moved on to JC/Poly, you'll miss her.
Especially if you are taking any math related subjects
and your math tutor is super fucked up!
And I'll reiterate my point,

I MISS MDM HALILAH!

Math MSA 2 tomorrow.
And yes! I'll just flunk the paper.
Seriously!
I'm super pissed!
Why the hell did I get such a fucked up math tutor!
HELLO! I'm not from Hwa Chong!
I'm just an average student trying to fit in a JC.
I'm the sort of student who will study if I get attention from teachers!
HELLO! All I need is your guidance and not sarcasm!
Is it very difficult?
AM I THAT STUPID THAT I DON'T DESERVE YOUR ATTENTION?
I KNOW THAT THERE ARE BETTER STUDENT,
POTENTIAL A STUDENT IN CLASS.
SO YOU ONLY GIVE ATTENTION TO POTENTIAL A STUDENT?
CONSISTENT FAILURE STUDETS ARE TO BE CHUCKED ASIDE?
SERIOUSLY! I'M DAMN PISSED!

I HATE MATH NOW!
ALL THANKS TO THE FUCKED UP TUTOR!
I LOVED MATH IN SEC SCH BECAUSE OF MDM HALILAH.
SHE MADE ME LOVE MATH AND THUS WORK HARD FOR IT.
NOW THAT I GET A FUCKED UP TUTOR, I LOST INTEREST IN MATH.
I'M NOT GOING TO STUDY FOR IT
AND NOTHING WILL CHANGE MY OPINION ABOUT MATH.
UNLESS I GET A NEW MATH TUTOR!

I WANT MADAM HALILAH!



Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:13:00 PM

Sastera MSA tomorrow!
First Paper for MSA 2.
I'm hoping for the best!

Just now while nagging at Peh, I realised something.
If only I had studied harder for prelims and O level.
Well, actually O level I put in alot of effort,
but I think it's not good enough I guess.
5 distinction (3A2s and 2 A1s). Not good enough.
There's plenty of people out there getting 5/6 Distinctions, all A1s!
Oh well, what's done cannot be undone.

I don't know why, but just now, I got so anxious,
when he didn't complete his folio.
I was scared for him.
Hope that he can pass the folio for tomorrow's spotcheck.
Good Luck man!

Enough nagging for the day :/

.: My weakness is that I care too much :.


Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:39:00 PM

School is getting more fun now.
I think...
Well, cause I think odd weeks time-table is super fun.
Slack here, slack there and before you know it, it's time to go home.
But nowadays, slacking is very productive.
I feel very slack in class but at the end of it, I learnt something from the lesson :D

Had academic planner just now for H1 Chem.
Organic Chem!
It's super different from Sec Sch chem!
All you sec 4s out there! Beware of JC chemistry!!!
Hybridtisation, Excitation!
Not scaring all of you but there's more to just
Alkane, Alkene, Alcohol and Carboxlic Acid to Organic Chem...
Look at the vieo and you'll know why.
Enjoy!




Last blogged @ 1:02:00 AM

What time is it now?
And I'm still online.
If Ms K sees this, I'm so dead man.
But what can I do?
I still have the proposal to do.
Finding the suitable game for the pilot study.
Editting the Written Report.
Finding suitable evidences to support the points.
I feel so bad.
Brenda is doing the AQ exercise all alone which was supposed to be the pair work :/

KK back to doing my work.
Everyone's asleep.
I so envy them man.

And the sms that nigel sent me was soo funny.
" I know why your mum like me soo much, cause she got no sons!"
LOL! That was super random...
I cannot stand his randomness xD


Sunday, August 09, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:14:00 PM

SAJC Concert Band Batch 09/10
Band Dinner: Arabian Night!

Kind of lag but this is the batch photo for Band Dinner 09!
The people that I'll be making with for the next 1 year :D
Missing TK Band.
Mr Glosz mentioned about TK Band.
And the feelings came back
I miss TK BAND!
I miss marching with my instrument!
I miss shouting on the field!
I miss giving timings!
I miss shedding tears when we win and lose!
Oh I just miss all those times!

Back to editting my GP essay.


Saturday, August 08, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:32:00 AM


Dikir Girls!

National Day 2009 was a blast!
It started off with Dikir Performance.
The long awaited performance (Tet!)
We enjoyed ourselves during the performance (I guess, cause we were laughing)
Heck la if we didn't reach the expectation. (Could see from the looks from J2)
Let this be a learning experience and will do better next time!
Woohoo~

The best part of the celebration was the with 09A04!
We joined the class after the performance.
But the competition was over.
Awww man! Didn't manage to help them )';
"And the 2nd prize of montage goes to... 09A04"
*Awkward moment of silence.*
Someone: Eh we won la...
Someone else: Go take, go take.
This happened becasue of the "Oh so good sound system!"
But the best part was the community singing part.
The beloved class was super enthusiastic.
As usual, we're the trend setter!
Our enthusiasm cause non-Singaporeans to be enthu also :D
Well done A4!
I super love National Day!!!
Never felt this way in TK before!
One thing that SAJC is better than TK!
Oh and Kalyani gave us some ginger cookie :D
My "Oh so nice Civis tutor".
And Lobang as usual was being overly-exicted over nothing.

The K Class! Multi-racialism!

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Monday, August 03, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:58:00 PM

Dinner with Family!
Swensens FTW!
Fattening man :/

More work to be done this week.
But was very proud of myself over the weekend cause it was productive.
Studied/did work with correct company :D

EoM
Written Report
Strategies
Oral Presentation
All these must be done simultaneously!
:/:/:/:/:/:/

MSA2 after National Day!
Ahhhhhh!
Must get green form!

And seriously Kalyani Kausikan hates me to the core!
But you think I care?
Nooooooooooooo :D

You're my favourite person
You're my #1


Saturday, August 01, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:31:00 PM

Mugger mode now.
10 more days to MSA 2
52 more days to Finals.
I'm going to Mug now.
No more slacking!

So here are photos of me mugging!

Yesterday at Macs.





Today at KFC.




If you're observant enough,
all the places that I study are fastfood outlets!
I'm going to be fatter by the end of exam.
NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Econs and math FTW!
I'll not get U anymore!

I see the light




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