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Thursday, July 24, 2008
Last blogged @ 10:33:00 PM Looking back at all the pictures we took last time, I think I'm missing the times we spent together. I know that we're all on our separate ways now, but thinking back, the times we spent together was the most memorable one. The endless laughter, the foolish acts and all the gossips. If only I could turn back time, I will make sure that we can spend more time together and treasure every minute we spent together. I still remember how we used to sit behind the class, that corner of the class and start our very own conversations. Grouping together when there's project work, going to recess together, going out to eat after school and not forgetting the endless bus rides we took together. Now, when I see Sec 2s and Sec 1s walking together especially those malay girls who always hang out together, I will really envy them. And secretly wish that I'm still in the lower Sec. Now, I feel that even though we're spending times together (sometimes) we still have that barrier between us. We're not so open towards each other anymore. How I wish that we could be like last time...
 I can't believe it, I almost teared while writing this post. Shit! I'm so emotional. Hence the nickname Emo Queen (given by them also). .: These memories are playing like a film without sound :.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Last blogged @ 6:48:00 PM Happy Birthday Beatrice & Byeong Gyu!!! Firstly, I want to wish once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my darling daughter! Sorry ah! Cannot get you a cake :( I really want to celebrate la. Haiz.. NVM, we go celebrate with Trigo Gang on Wednesday :) And to comemorate the occasion, alot of people never come to school, including our form teacher cum our maths teacher. So, there's like 3 free periods including the first period. Super cool can. What a very thing to start the week. So, the Trigo Gang decided to call Ms Wong, but failed, she never pick up. Damn it la. I miss Ms Wong. Can we have a gathering for her? LOL! Physics practical test was -.-// This shows that I shouldn't be complacent for practicals. I thought it was just practical and didn't really bother to study. And so, I was stuck at a stupid question and almost get caught for cheating by GML. Haiz. I don't know what the instructions talking about can? And I forgot how to assemble the ammeter and voltmeter(forgot which terminal to which terminal) I really hope that I can jsut pass that practical. Should have been more attentive in class instead of playing with Rina. Haiz... Went home with K! just now. Wth! I almost chocked on the bubbletea pearl. All the way from MRT to my house, we were laughing. Non-stop laughter. About everything under the sun. But especially about Al-Kisah and taiiiib, I don't know why, but that word is very funny. Then K! was asking me to stop laughing or tomorrow on the newspaper there would be an article on a school girl who die due to chocking the pearl .-.-// Racial Harmony Celebration on Wednesday. I'm in some Conversational in Chinese. WTH! And like half of my class is in the marriage thingy. So sad, cannot be with them. NVM, at least there's still Shahirah with me :D And I'm wearing Einstein on that day :) .: Stairway to heaven :.
Friday, July 18, 2008
Last blogged @ 11:12:00 PM OMG! My fingers damn damn pain sia! I was like doing the citation chord just now, the top part finish already and realised that the bottom part not enough. WTH la! My hand already so pain and after that, the citaiton chord will be rejected. Damn it la. I did the citation chord WITH THE HELP OF K! (must have credit one -.-") I can hardly type now. But TK Band teach us to endure so I will continue writing this post :)
Went to pasar malam with K! after school just now. Bought like $10 worth of dinner. There was Ramly, Kutu, AiPerch and Misai and 2 cups of blue water. Ya, altogether $10. We were walking the whole stretch of pasar malam and saw game booths and K! wanted to try one. WTH la! It's like bloody $2. We nearly bumped into the L-E-K-O-R guy (inside joke). Then we went to one stall selling ear piece, the conversation goes; Me: Kak, ini ah ear piece boleh cocok kat handphone K!: Inikan USB cable? Me: (gives face) Bukan!!!!! inilah yang boleh cocok K!: Oh.. Cocok earpiece PM Uncle: What model handphone? K!: Sony Ericcson? PM Uncle: (takes earpiece) This one lor $5 Me: Tak nak ah. Jalan jalan. K!: Sorry ah, nvm, not enough money (pdh pdh) PM Uncle: Buy la, boleh kurang. Business tak bagos. K!: Tomorrow come, stay behind block. (walks off laughing) Loser seh the PM Uncle. Who ask him to sell ear piece. Sell food then people buy la. Then we went to buy the AiPerch... Me: Ni AiPerch? K!: Ah ah la. Me: Ape lagi... K!: Cik, (points to AiPerch) 2... Me: (background effect) AiPerch, AiPerch Makcik AiPerch: Huh!?! (Stupid face) *K! walks off to see other food* K!: Kak, the Misai looks nice Me: Beli ah. Pelahap. Boleh habes ke? Brape? K!: Tak tau ah... Tapi macam sedap. Pakcik Misai: Ye nak ape Faizah? *Me and K! looks at e/o. Wth! Then realise got my name on t-shirt K!: Cik, Misai brape? Pakcik Misai: 3 Dollar je... K!: AiPerch brape? Pakcik Misai: 2 Dollar Me and K!: Ok Pakcik Misai: Nak yang mane? Boleh campor... K!: Ni dengan Ni... (points) *Pay and walks off* Abang Burger: Tu lah kan dah kene panggil name. Pakai lagi baju tu... Me: -.-// WTH! I feel so pelahap eating so much. Haha. Nvm, tomorrow got band can burn all the fats away :D ps: To those ppl who know what AiPerch, Misai, PM Uncle means tag me... "Alkisah taib, Alkisah maka tersebutlah kisah, taaaiiiiiib, Sang Kancil datang beramai-ramai mengadap yang maha mulia sultan Firaun. Mana Firaun pakai sultan. Entah" K! is singing this while I was blogging the whole time. pps: Taib = one eye close = kak zizz (inside joke) .: This is our fate, I'm yours :.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Last blogged @ 8:14:00 PM There's only like 24 hours in one day. Half of it is spent in school. And we're expected to do assignments and study for the test in the other half of the day. We still have a life can. I still have to use my computer, eat, bathe and do other stuff, not forgetting my tuition. So all this takes up about 4 hours. And I'm like left with 8 hours to do assignments and study for test. And not only one test, but two freaking tests. Plus, the homework if it's just marely maths or malay, I don't care as they're like answering questions. But this homework is to write a freaking Sajak. How the hell am I suppose to write a sajak in like 8 hours?
The reason I took Sastera when I was Sec 3 was because I thought that it's the easiest subject to score. Well, actually it is a subject that can really score if you can remember the story. So, yeah, that's the reason why I took Sastera. Not that my malay is superb or anything. So yeah, I don't have the ciri-ciri to be a Sasterawan (or is it Sasterawati?), so don't expect me to write marvellous Sajak or Cerpens. I will just die on the spot if you ask me to write Cerpen. I don't write story, I can just write expository only can. So now, I have to hand in a Sajak by tomorrow in hardcopy (I think must type out). So, I think I'm just dead and just get slaughtered by Cikgu alive tomorrow. HELP!!!
Monday, July 14, 2008
Last blogged @ 6:12:00 PM I screwed up CHEMISTRY!!! The test really cheat my feelings seh. I memorise the cations until so hard, and not even one question on it came out. WTH! I'm so dead for the test. Haiz... No hope to get the distinction already la. Ok wadever, I'll just get over the chemistry test for now.
Just now also, mdm mariam came to class and gave us the list for CIP hours, and WTH! my CIP hours for sec 4 is... 0 hours. Isn't it marvellous! So yeah, me, beatrice and geraldine is finding things to do to get that 10 hours of CIP. Haiz... Very desperate seh. And geraldine is so desperate for CIP points that she came up with this crazy idea to make citation chords for 10 hours just to earn CIP points. I just don't get it la. I already have 128.5 hours already and still need more. Walau, I get my 5 points already la. What's their problem sia. And not like as if I don't want to go for any flag day this year, it's just that I can't. Cause of Band. Haiz... I want my 10 hours of CIP... I think that I have to go to school myself from now on. Haiz. So sad seh. My father can only send me until MRT or bus stop outside only and after that is up to me to walk or take bus :( Why? Cause now adik have to be in school for pledge taking. Semangat prefect la seh. So, yeah, I think that I have to give in. OMG! I can't believe I said that. I'm such a good girl :) LOL! Wadever, random again. Maybe on wednesday I don't have to go school myself cause adik's school start late. Haha. Ouh ya, and Good Luck to all Sec 4s and Sec 3 higher mother tongue taking the listening compre paper tomorrow. Haha! I'm so over listening comprehension *Gives Devil Face* And Fatin please stop wif the pochong thingy. It's really freaking me out :] Beatrice got me addicted to this song. She was singing this song during Geog I think :D
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Last blogged @ 8:39:00 PM Yesterday was super cool. Went to chalet at East Coast. Walau, K! last minute never come so I thought it would be boring. But it wasn't so boring after all. Me, my sister and B! were sitting at some corner of the chalet, and suddenly she discovered her phone service wasn't Singapore network. And we started the conversation;
Sissy: Eh, Handphone adik telcom cell So, the whole time at the chalet we're finding the reception for my phone. Then finally went home and my phone is back to normal! Hahah! So not going to that chalet anymore :D Bake muffin and cook tom yam soup today!!! And it's damn nice :) This song is nice :) .: I'll never leave you lonely :.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Last blogged @ 7:51:00 PM Have been waking up at 4 in the morning this week. Hence the tiredness today. I was sleeping during the 20 mins break before Malay Supplementary class start. It's not that I'm suffering from depression that I wake up at 4 every morning, it's just that I have to finish my homework and revision. Haiz, if I do this everyday until 'O' Level, I will look like *insert name here*. Oh ya, but on Wednesday, I woke up at 4.20 am not to do homework, but was awoken by a message for K!. And after that I can't sleep. K!, if you're reading this, I'm so going to get even. Revenge is sweet :) So, back to K! message. I don't know how K! managed to change the contact name in my phone to some name. And so the message goes like this:
" Faizah, saya Ina. bnyk orang saya minta tolong dorang tak buat. tolong bukak kan kain kapan ina. muka ina hitam.jadi ina boleh pergi rumah faizah dan tidur sebelah." After I got the message, I was like WTF! Cause the night before, me and K! was drawing the family of pochong. So, when I receive the message, I was like, SHIT! Don't tell me they stalk me. So yeah, after receiving the message, I couldn't sleep, and end up doing my a maths homework. Haha. K! wait till I get my revenge back. Hahaha. FINALLY!!! I pass Geog Elect!!! Yes! And from an F9 grade for mid-year, I got a B4. Haha, Yessa! I believe in the ability to succeed and I really succeed to jump a few grades. And this was one of the tests that I woke up 4 in the morning to study for. Waking up in the morning really helps. Haha. And so on wednesday also, there was Prize Presentation Day, there was a long string of last year's batch of Sec 4s who get the *something* award ( the award to those who get more than 5 As). And so, I started aiming to be one of the people to be on stage next year. I guess I have to get 4 more As. Cause now I get my A1 for malay already. Haha. So, yeah, for that dream to come true, I have to work hard now and maybe wake up at 4 am every morning? Who knows. Wah! Seems like all the event above mentioned happened on Wednesday. So many things happen that day. Cool! Wait, I forgot something that happened on Wednesday oso. Anugerah Band Finals!!! And sadly, Rancour won! Anyway, grats to Rancour. I was rooting for X-Tech. And, the lead singer from Gigi was one of the judges. Cool! He's damn cool. Also, there's Addy (Cradle), OMG! He paly the damn guitar until so nice. It's as though his fingers have eyes on them. Damn nice. His Solo's are the best. And so, that's how my Wednesday was... The whole week was rather... Wednesday was the best day, cause so many things happen. Haha. .: I miss you but I hate you :.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Last blogged @ 8:33:00 PM SGC is draining my brain juice!!! Lucky sia my SC is over and done with. Now waiting for teacher to return to me and say that I write something wrong or that I have to add more stuff. Which is call the editing part. I took like bloody 4 hours to complete the SGC thingy. Why can't the teacher and principal just write for us the testimonial? Why must we write something about ourself? It's like as if we're like self praising ourself. Macam the peribahasa "masuk bakul angkat sendiri". Ok, so whatever, I think I shouldn't dwell about it since I have finished adn sent it to Mr Tan already. Just now during PE, was damn damn nice. We played floorball. Wah, that game ah, very tiring la seh. Not tired of running around, but tired of too much laughing. I was practically laughing during the game. And also I made a fool out of myself again while playing. I wanted to hit the ball, but end up,my stick flew out of my hand. LOL! Damn malu seh. But still, floor ball is my another favourite sports after volleyball. Maybe I will consider to join floorball if I don't want to join band in JC :D LOL, just now talked to *you know who*. LOL! Damn funny seh talking to *you know who*. My darling daughter should be with me when I was talking to *you know how*, then it will surely be damn hilarious. I think I should stop disturbing already la. Damn bad seh. And I'm a good girl (that's an understatement). .: If only you could feel the same way as I am :.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Last blogged @ 11:45:00 AM I'm a SLave no more!!!
I still remembered the time when I first became Trombone SL. When Mr Sumitra announced~ Trombone SL! Faizah. I was like... At that point I didn't know that I would do the shittiest job in Band. Imma told me before that being an SL was really like the dog of the band. But at that point in time, I though to myself, "being an SL is not bad wad. We get to tekan people and be a sadist. How bad can it be?" I didn't know that we will soon be a SLave. Then outdoor preparation started: At that point in time, we still did our jobs well despite the hardwork. This is because we really wanted to get the "Best Display Band" title 6 times in a row. But somehow, I think I didn't do a good job as along the way, I keep thinking that being the SL of the section, you always have to be the best. And of course, I wasn't the best in the section. To make matters worse, people have to say this when I do something wrong, "Faizah! Wrong. SL!!!" At that point in time I will feel very inferior cause I have to be perfect and here I am making stupid mistakes in front of my juniors. And at the same time, I would say to myself "How did I become a bloody SL in the first place?" When school started, being SL was even more hectic. We have to juggle schoolwork and being SL. When we reach home after school, we still have homework to do and on top of it, we still have to do formation steps and write out the music back on the manuscript. And to make things worse, after taking up alot of time drawing back the music and photocopying them, they had to change the music and all the things I have done all go to waste. Then the sec 1s came, we had to train them from scratch and make sure that they reach the standard of the main band in less than 4 months. Still, we did not complain and do our job. All for the band. We really wanted the band to win the title. 12th of April, after the result was announced, I couldn't help it but think about the past 6 months after being SL. What have I done to the section, to the band and the outcome of the competition. If only I had done my job well and not be too friendly to my section. Maybe the outcome would be different. If only I had been more sadist like the previous SLs. But I didn't have the heart to be evil to them. I believe in getting something done without punishing people. After 12th April I thought that I would step down. And so, that night, I was reflecting on the time when I was Trombone SL. Then the worse part came. Every person in the main committee in Band got their piece of paper about them getting their service award. I was still waiting for mine. But I did't receive anything. All the SLs then came together and found out that we would not be getting any service award. It was really saddening. It really crushed my heart. I was really dissapointed. I was angry. I couldn't control the emotion. Until today, I still don't get it why the SL dosen't get the Service Award after what we have gone through for almost a year. I can just ignore the band and just don't go for the KL trip after not getting the service award, like what some of the SLs do. But because of my passion in band and still care for the band. I still make the decision to go for the KL trip. Being the trombone SL for almost a year had taught me alot of things. Looking back, when I was a sec 1 band member, I didn't know anything. Looked at the SLs falling out to take attendance and takign Sectionals and thought that this person was nice and wanted to be a SL. The came sec 2, outdoor year, I was damn damn blur. Everything also don't know, saw all the SLs scolding and punishing their sections respectively. And the dream of becoming the SL slowly drop cause I thought that I shouldn't be too ambitious as I was very lousy. Sec 3 came, the thought of becoming the SL didn't even cross my head. I wanted to be a QM. And when they announced that I was the SL, I was kind of dissapointed. The Sec 4 came, I was still the SL and was doing my job the way I was asked to do. Thinking back, I really enjoyed being the SL. To the new SLs (Sore Loser as you all called it), Being an SL is part of growing up in band. Being SL is not about getting Service Award, but it's about getting the section together and like what Firza say, we're like the Majors of our own Section. OMG! I just realised how much I have wrote in this post. So to end of the post, there's this song for the SLaves and Sore Losers. This song is about Slavery, so if you get what I mean, then good. .: How ironic, I hate my "Bestfriend" :.
Friday, July 04, 2008
Last blogged @ 3:31:00 PM Endless Tests!!! Today is like a test day or something. After the second period, all the lessons I have, is test!! First test for the day, Venice Test. The test was whatever... I only studied parts of it at 4 in the morning (I'm so hardworking, wake up damn early to study for test -.-") I just hope that I will pass the test so that I won't need to see the principal (That's what Mdm Rozy say, if we fail). Then there was Vectors test. I think it was not well done. I keep thinking that there's something wrong with my answer for the second question, but just couldn't spot the mistake. Until the teacher ask us to stop (Damn irritating seh!) Last test for the day (Lucky seh), was none other than my favourite malay! It was some sort of a surprise test. It was a karangan test. But me and Fatin was playing during the test (LOL!) We were busy drawing pochongs on the paper. Ok wadever. That was random. Got the result for my blood test already. My blood type and my sister's one the same. LOL! That's what I call sister's my blood :D Trying to learn Spanish with K, so that we can be people from Madrid~Charlie! (inside joke) The Contender Asia is loved!!! Goalkeepers are HOT!!!  Iker Casillas :D .: What happened to forever? :.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Last blogged @ 6:55:00 PM  If I Let You Go lyrics Day after day Time passed away And I just can't get you off my mind Nobody knows, I hide it inside I keep on searching but I can't find The courage to show to letting you know I've never felt so much love before And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be holding you close to me Will I ever see you smiling back at me? How will I know if I let you go? Night after night I hear myself say Why can't this feeling just fade away There's no one like you (no one like you) You speak to my heart (speak to my heart) It's such a shame we're worlds apart I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose But sooner or later I gotta choose And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be, holding you close to me Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah) How will I know if I let you go ? If I let you go ooooh baby Ooooooooohhhhh Once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out Ooooooooohhhhh But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be, holding you close to me (close to me) Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah) How will I know (if I let you go?) But if I let you go I will never know (oh baby) Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah) How will I know if I let you go ? Nothing to blog about. Only this song can tell how I'm feeling right now. .: It's such a shame we're worlds apart :.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
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