Thursday, April 24, 2008
Last blogged @ 4:47:00 PM

I can't take this anymore.
It's mid-year and I'm already feeling so stressed up.
I still have to endure for Prelims and the 'O' Levels.

Chapters and chapters of 9 different subjects are yet to be covered.
Marks are not up to standard.
In fact marks are always fluctuating.
It's really demoralising.

Classmates are all improving at an exponantial rate
But I'm still struggling to even improve at a constant rate

Maybe I'm too relaxed?
Still thinking that I'm still in Sec 3 the 'honeymoon' year
I'm not pushing myself hard enough to strive for better results?
Maybe I'm to slack?
Still Blogging even though mid-year is just tomorrow.

Stop dreaming.
SYF is over.
Stop thinking about it.
There's no reason for me not to study.

So, I'll be temporarily 'shutting' my blog during the mid-year period.
Really have to study.
This mid-year will be a gauge mark at where am I standing

.: It seems that you're always on my mind :.