How I wish I could turn back time.

The times spent when I was 3 yr old.

I lead a carefree life and had nothing to worry about.

Or maybe, I didn't care as much.

But look what's happening now.

Everything that had happen to me is all wrong.

Nothing seems to be right.

Everything that I thought was right is all wrong!

I think it's just me and that I care too much.

Endless problems every week.

I wonder how long this misery will continue.

When will it end?

Or is it because I care too much?

Exam results!

Endless Exams!

Project Work!

Endless Homework!

Meeting up Expectations!

All these are killing me.. slowly.

Everyday without fail, I'll surely have something to do.

Is there a day that I'll be free from work?

Or is it because I care too much about work?

I seriously need rest!

Will I ever get to rest?

Is dying the only solution?

Will I only rest after i die?

And that will be when I'm Resting In Peace.

I think it's all because I care too much.

I care about how people think of me.

I care about the impression I give to my teachers.

I care about my my never ever passing grades.

I care about not being the best.

I care about doing the best in everything that I do.

I care about being perfect the first time I do stuff.

I care when other people do better than me!

I care to be #1 all the time!

But what's happening?

I care soo much

but nothing can help me accomplish the things that I care about.

I just want to get out of College!

I just want to escape from the country!

I just want to seclude myself from the rest of the world!

I don't deserve a place here!

I can't face the world!

I'm too ashamed to face the Oh so clever world!

I'm just the dumbest creature alive on Planet earth!