Friday, July 08, 2011
Last blogged @ 4:42:00 AM

Ever fallen in love someone so hard, a person that you shouldn't have fallen for? You felt like they were the right one, they flirted with and led you on far weeks, months and maybe even year. You log on to facebook just to see if they're online because it's the only person you want to talk to. When talking to them, they make you feel like the happiest person ever. Even though they are chatting up a dozen others at the same time. And you know all you have to do is to move on, but you can't. They begin to hurt you, but you have to come all this way you just don't want to let go.

All you think about is that day when they will realise you are the one, but deep inside you know it will most likely never happen. Gotten played so hard, fallen in love when you knew it was a wrong from he start. You get jealous of everyone who talks to them to, and everyone is a threat. You hear something and you don't want to hear about them, and even though all the facts come together and it seems to be so true, you still don't believe it. Because this person is that important to you. Ha it's called being played, it happens, it's shit. Can't stop what makes you happy, even though it's what making you hurt.

Everyone's been reprimanding me for being such a fool. But what can I do? I'm a fool for you. Until you really show me that you are able to do well without my company, I won't leave. I might not be there 24/7 for you but at least I can still love you. In secret.